Rollercoaster

As soon as I found out I wasn't pregnant, I was ordered by my doctor to stop taking Progesterone. At first I was thrilled because it meant that I would stop crying all the time and I would go back to normal. Well, ever since I stopped taking it, my hormone levels have dropped and now I'm very depressed. I've felt this way for about three days now. I haven't evened out.  I just want to feel normal.

Before I started this process, I assumed the only hard part would be the financial aspect and the devastation of it not taking. Another component that I am really struggling with is the push and pull of hormone levels. I can't believe how sensitive I am to the medication. If I might be pregnant, I have to be on hormones that make me highly emotional. If I'm not pregnant, I have to get off them so I'm depressed. Am I ever going to even out? If this process fails again, is every month going to be a push and pull of emotions? It's hard. I'm hoping in the next couple of days I will even out and feel like myself again.

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  1. UnknownSeptember 5, 2013 at 9:36 AM

    ::hugs::

    I know exactly how you feel with the hormone imbalances. Mine do it almost every single month. It's rough.

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