Our Unexpected Beautiful Life

I find out early this week whether I'm pregnant or not! I'm so nervous!! I know I had two great eggs, I know I ovulated at the right time, so I think I might have a shot this time! I'm scared to get excited but I have noticed some new things about this cycle. First thing, I don't seem to be PMSing and usually I'm a raging bitch by now since I'm set to start my period in two days. Second, I've felt a lot of nausea for about 5 days straight. Third, I felt some twinges and cramps in my lower abdomen all day today. HMM! Now I'm trying REALLY hard not to get my hopes up because I could very well get another negative, and I'm TRYING to mentally prepare for that. The suspense is killing me!!! Crossing EVERYTHING that this one took!!!

I just had my 4th IUI in hopes of pregnancy. There are two great things about this try: 1) I produced 2 great follicles (eggs) from the upped dosage of Clomid so my decision to go up to 100MG was in fact a good one. I now have a better chance of fertilization with two eggs being released. 2) I'm ovulating at the perfect time. I am hurting and my doctor says it's because I'm ovulating and that the timing couldn't be better. Yay! I'm feeling hopeful about this one. I'm really hoping it takes. I will know in two weeks and now I get to experience the dreaded two week wait. Oh boy! And the plot thickens... I've met someone. A really great someone. MY LIFE! It's new, very new, but it's going great and is very healthy. If things continue to go well, I do believe that he will stick by me but the romantic part of me...and him...wishes we would have met a year ago so the situation could be different. Life is a crazy thing. As soon as you think you...