The Suspense!

I find out early this week whether I'm pregnant or not! I'm so nervous!! I know I had two great eggs, I know I ovulated at the right time, so I think I might have a shot this time! I'm scared to get excited but I have noticed some new things about this cycle. First thing, I don't seem to be PMSing and usually I'm a raging bitch by now since I'm set to start my period in two days. Second, I've felt a lot of nausea for about 5 days straight. Third, I felt some twinges and cramps in my lower abdomen all day today. HMM! Now I'm trying REALLY hard not to get my hopes up because I could very well get another negative, and I'm TRYING to mentally prepare for that. The suspense is killing me!!! Crossing EVERYTHING that this one took!!!

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