Girls Night Out

Tonight I had my last night out before becoming a mama and I spent it with my two closest friends, Christina and Jeana. Tonight was really special for me. I know I'm seriously hormonal and over emotional, but when I think about how lucky I am to have them, it just makes me want to cry!

You have people in your life that are nice, offer to help, are polite, but then you have people in your life that are just WITH you, ya know? I am so blessed. Tonight was comprised of lots and lots of laughing. It really is like therapy being around those two. With them and my mom by my side, I honestly feel like I can do anything.

I have been through SO many friendships in my life, and it's just amazing how you grow up, you finally figure out what's good for you and all of the sudden the drama disappears and you are just happy!

So yeah, my friends are wonderful and I'm in a good place tonight. I ended up buying Adam's birthday cupcake today and I cannot WAIT to sing to him! It is going to be so great, I just cry when I think about it. His room is 100% deep cleaned and ready for him and now I just have to work on the rest of the apartment and a few last minute to-do items and then I'm ready!

Holy Telido! I'm going to have a son in a day and a half!! And here come the tears again! I swear, I'm excited about the time when I'm not psycho! :0)



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  1. Christina TAugust 11, 2014 at 7:53 AM

    I'm so glad we found our way back to being friends again. :-) It's been an absolute honor & blessing to celebrate YOU and Adam in every step of the way through out your pregnancy, and I'm so excited to meet him today!

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